Hello, Don't give up. Life is not that bad. You just need to adjust your life to fit your needs.
What kind of help are you looking for? What kind of adjustments have you done to your life to make it better? Where or how do you want things to happen?
Many times, sometimes, help is there. You just need to see what you want and need.
Join a 50+ orginzation and they will have tons of info on how to get help. Lots of time, we as people don't want to admit to certain but sometimes you don't have a choice.
Just keep looking forward and work on what you want. Everything will be fine.